A little over midway thru the month and I can dimley see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's been a rough week or two and still have a few more days until we step onto the cruise and set sail! Then I can sit by the pool, Tom Collins in hand and BREATHE!
I'm looking so forward to chillin' with my kids. Honestly, that surprises me. I thought it would seem a bit of a hassel to try to tote them around but I'm so excited for them. When I think back on my childhood and the utter lack of anything remotely normal in it I am just humbled and thrilled that I am able to offer this experience to my children. I know they are still young and probably won't remember this in their adult years, but I will certainly remember this and I'm really looking forward to it. I think I'm more excited for them than I am for anything else.
Spent the weekend in CT. I was so incredibly proud of myself. 2 years ago there is no possible way I could have made this trip alone. My anxiety would have eaten me alive and I simply could not have done this. But I managed to fly out alone, rent a car and drive in a state where I had NO idea where I was going. Spent the weekend in a hotel...alone and I enjoyed that time to myself and it made me realize how far I've come in just a short couple years...thanks to the help of many.
I have alot to do and alot to say, but unfortunately I don't have the time to do it in. I hope to take Mark's laptop along on the cruise and spend some time writing and catching up on my blogs. I'm hoping for some theraputic writing ...we'll see what happens.